SARAH MAY

Thats what i really am!!! JERKS!! love you

2006-02-26T17:52:00.000-08:00

Beat all ya' suckers

2006-02-14T21:07:00.000-08:00

So yeah if you go to my post, Heartbreaker
i think that i got more comments then all of you...plus i got the most crap annoying comments...14 in a row!!! URGGGG yeah i think we need to stop the maddnesss.... that made me soooo frustrated its sooooooo dunmb!!! but i beat you guys!!! love you

My Heart Breaks

2006-01-04T19:53:00.000-08:00

my heart breaks for my friends...lord i miss his happiness so much...i read the things he has to day and it continually breaks my heart to hear him sound soooo miserable...i long to see him happy...to see him where he really wants to be...i know he needs you...but i cant tell him that, because he wouldn't listen...he needs your peace lord he needs your happiness...i wish i could give him what happiness and peace of mind htat i have...i would do anything for him lord and i just want him to understand how much we all love him..

the rest of you pray for my friend he needs it soooooo much...he needs rest...more than anyone would ever know by talking to him...he is growing tired and weak and im so frietened of what he might do...i love him soooo much and i dont know how to help him...pray for wisdom...and strength...i miss him soooo much...and want to do so much more than i can!!!

Christmas!!!

2005-12-25T17:06:00.000-08:00

Guess what you guys...who havent seen me yet!!! I got the digital camera for christmas and i love it...and on top of that my wonderful love got me a new stereo so i can finally listen to music again!!! im sooo happy...oh and $90 im going to buy a few more cds before anything else!!! but yeah fun day...andrew left and i miss him dearly!!!

The kidd family came over this morning and opened presents with my family...it was lots of fun andrew dressed up as peter pan for me...him and julie put that together it was sooooo cute...and he loved his new jacket that i got him and i must say i thought he looked rather cute...elizabeth looked ravishing in her scarf that my mom made for her for me and andrew!!! what a little cutie...but i think that chloe stole the show!!!!...and chris finally got his awesome sunglasses...and they looked quite awesome!!!

So then we took off for church...when we got there i saw ashley poo!!!....who matched andrew... and whose birthday is tomorrow...happy birthday!!! then we saw sam...who also got an awesome camera that she wanted and was having fun snapping pictures...kathy looked beautiful in her red dress with vera who also looked gorgeous as usual!!!

During church the little ones did a little performance...and emily has such a pretty voice just like her daddy!!! and to my surprise elizabeth was mary in the inactment...she look soooo cute even though she was acting all shy and she did a very good job

Then me and stephen left the church after saying good bye to my love and getting some really cute earings from sam (btw...i hope you feel better michael)...and we went to my grandpas to open more presents and we played with dogs and laura my cousin broke her jump rope!!!

and stephen got all excited because after a conversation with my grandpa about swords my grandpa gave him a real sword...so stephen is almost like a real certified ninja!!!

then it was back to my house for dinner!!!...and i kept looking at chloe and she was just so cute!!! and me and laura had fun messing around in stephen's room!!! meanwhile julieanne figured out the game that elizabeth gave her...that she really had no idea what it was...thats what she told julie...then i had fun messing around with my camera takign pictures!!! then my cousin said in a special way " I love S-A-R-A-H"

Well i love you all very much and i hope that you all had very merry christmas'!!!!
love you guys very much,
miss you andrew my love
Sarah May

laffy taffy....

2005-12-11T20:17:00.000-08:00

soo laffy taffy is next to me...
the top of my mouth right behind my two front teeth is cut...
im wearing someone elses sweater...
im eating a sweettarts candy cane...
chris is on my bed...
im making a lot of noises eating this candy cane...
chris looks thoughtful...
today is vera's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERA!!!...
andrew is back and he took all my cups downstairs...
this weekend was fun, and not so fun, but more fun...
God is awesome, and he is ready to move, lets make room for him to do so...
my dog is attacking andrew...
me and andrew went christmas shopping...
with chris stephie sam kenny and will allen...
chloe is giving me a cute look...
i finished a book and i really want to read another...
i very much miss Katie Hughes...
and stephen is coming home soon...
ive been good about my retainer...
my back aches...
i miss chilling with lesterfer, a lot, i really do miss him...
i want tag to be the way it was...
i want to go to a concert...
i want to read a good book...
i want to eat dinner...
i want to do a lot of things so im stopping...
Love you alll sooooooooooooo much...have fun and merry christmas, and happy new years, it could be a while

Philanges!!!!!

2005-08-13T15:24:00.000-07:00

I burned my thumb today!!!! (stupid chloe)

And im making chris a necklace out of toenails!!!!!

YEAh...fun stuff

One Wooden Shoe!!!

2005-07-15T18:27:00.000-07:00

"Those look kind of rough...i hope that the actual wooden shoes would have some kind of padding in them...like velvet or something." ~chris

"Or maybe some lace!"~stephie

SOOOOO its a post finally...and when i started i was wearing one wooden shoe...but currently i am wearing 2 wooden shoes...ok so who knows if Dutch (holland people) actually wear wooden shoes??? and if you know if they wear wooden shoes why do they wear them...is it something to do with that boy who stuck his finger in the wall to stop the town from flooding...and wasnt there something about a pie...someone should find out about this and then email it to me or comment me about it or something

So my feet are starting to sweat with wearing all this wood around them...i think we should all go swimming once im done with this post...well me andrew chris and stephie...oh yeah i think i have an ingrown toenail...its kinda uncomfortable...yeah good times!!!

So andrew fixed my xanga for me its all colorfull and stuff now and apparently it has a post too...weird stuff thank God for andrew or my xanga would still be in the gutter!!!

Soon we are all leaving for Redding for Jesus Culture...AND ULTRA BONUS...KATIE HUGHES!!! yeah for Katie...we all love our dear katie and miss her a lot...and Krisann is getting married crazy exciting stuff...it looks as though for sure stephie julie and viki are going to make it to the wedding...good times and cool stuff...

Umm i think we should jump in the pool!!!

Hehehe

2005-05-30T14:17:00.000-07:00

Hahah so yeah maybe one day i will...but for now this is my update....sorry im so lame and never update...im lazy/busy!!! well bye!!!

Series

2005-04-25T17:32:00.000-07:00

Ok soon...not today but soon!! Im Going to be posting a bunch of pictures...im gunna put the velveeta pictures, the train tracks pictures, and prob a whole bunch more...cuz ive been going on my photobucket and saw all these pictures that i want the rest of you guys to see and stuff...so just letting you know what it coming up!!

Ha another post!!!

2005-04-22T17:18:00.000-07:00

Ok so i am here at my house waiting for the Ershley...once she gets here i assume that me and julie will run off with her to go get stephie and then the 4 of us plus the little elizabeth will hopefully go get ice cream!!!! then sometime after that its off to the kidds to hang out and spend the night with vera and elizabeth!! it will be much fun im excited!!! both stephie and ersh say they have something to tell me so im waiting in anticipation!!! i hope that all of our boys...i mean men are having fun at the mens retreat or conference or whatever!!! they will just have to inform us when they get back!!!

so yeah hopefully soon i will be putting some awesome pictures on here from playing around with the girls to dieing from eating the grosest cheese ever!!!..just waiting to recieve them from the fegleys...or something...

dont really know what else to say...i have just been hanging out with all my buddies whom i love dearly you guys rock THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!! i dont think you guys realize how special each of you are to me!!! and other then that i go to school...unfortunantly as of today for us paso kids something around 40 days left!!! even less for you templeton and a-town folk!! LUCKY...alright im done im gunna go get ready to head out!!!

POST!!!

2005-04-10T17:21:00.000-07:00

HA!!! i bet you guys didnt see this one coming!!! So now you guys have been like begging me to update for like ever and uhh here i am doing it...but i bet that you guys wont see that i did this for a while because you wont check it cuz it has taken over a month for me to do!! OK enough of this nonsense to more nonsense!!

So i beat all records for comments on blogs...if anyone has topped 50 comments (thanks to all my fantabulous friends...especailly ones that perposly post a billion times in a row to help me reach those goals...you know who you are person sitting to my right) on one post you better let me know!!

Today me and Stephie were being sporadic (uhh or thats what we called it) but we werent really...cuz we went and put on shorts first!! but uhh it was hot sitting in the sun so we jumped in the fegleys pool...which was really cold!! we tried to convince andrew but he would have none of that so it was just me and stephie to our lonesome in the pool!!

I talked to my friend Kristeen today...i dont like to be correct all the time!! For those of you that know im competitive and know that i do like to be correct!!

So yeah we are chillin at the fegleys (me stephie kimber chris andrew and kenny was here) i have to leave kinda soon though because my family is going out to dinner for my brother Pauls birthday!! uhh it sould be fun...but they will all sit around and call me emo cuz they are crazy!! and we will prob go to senior sanchosl...that is like the familys favorite place...i dunno!!

Uhh so this is a pretty good post...in length...in the goodness of it...it uhh kinda sucks!!! So uhh sorry...but yeah 10 weeks and counting till summer break...then i will miss you all for like 2 weeks cuz im going to hawaii!! And serioulsy i will miss you all A LOT!!! so i will do something crazy for you all!! umm yeah and stuff...im gunna stop posting before i just kill it...kill what??...i dunno...but uhh it will be dead!!!

HA POST DONE!!!

Heartbreaker!

2005-03-08T21:17:00.000-08:00

So yesterday was fun...the kidds stayed till about 10:30 on sunday night...then me and katie took them home!! then i took medicine me and katie talked then i talked on the phone...so did katie but she got hung up on for talking to me!! haha interesting...then i woke up the next day...kinda fast for me cuz i felt bad for katie who was sleeping in my room and i kept hitting snooze!! so i got ready went to my moms room asked if i could ditch 0 period and sleep till 7:30 when her and julie leave for school!! she said yes so i went back to bed, woke up 5 minures before we left put on shoes went to school!!

at school i was hurting so i called my mom she got me and off campous...i went home took vicodin stayed at the house till lunch (so i missed periods 3/4) then went to school me katie and les hung out in front of the school for a while then katie left les went back to his grass to sleep and i went and discussed a poem with ashley greenwood (the coolest black girl you could ever meet) then went to 5th period where the vicodin made me feel funny...haha then went to 6th katie came picked me and julie up! she brought me a new shirt i changed under my sweater it looked pretty ridculas then we went and picked up cristofer and elizabeth!! went to malibu brew... and andrew gave me a present and noelle took a picture to make it last longer!! then we decided we still wanted to go to slo even though andrew already went...droped off elizabeth!! got jamba juice...walked around the parable while andrew talked with different people!! then went to taco bell!! came back to paso picked up my pictures (turned otu 2 of the 4 were mine the rest were julies) then went to my house took a group picture...finished out the roll then said our good byes!!

I know amazing...now i will bid you adeu (or however that is spellt i cant even spell english words right so whatever) well adios!! and keep your chin up...when life gets you down just remember i could be maine!!

UMM yeah

2005-03-07T12:11:00.000-08:00

Les and I...not so much
Andrew and I....DUhh What ELSE!! (go to andrews blog for more details on this one)
Chris and I...No if i dont say so myself

Oh and sorry to ershley!! you missed out...Chris when we droped him off....well yeah he kissed me!!

Wisdom teeth!!

2005-03-03T12:23:00.000-08:00

So i must have lost all my wisdom!! haha corny joke but not my fault the drugs are hitting me good right now!! i should be upstairs sleeping right now but for one i love you all so much and i thought how sad it is that i havent updated in forever and 2 if i try to go up the stairs i might pass out!!

For all of you who dont know why im not at school right now i got my wisdom teeth taken out yesterday...haha good times right now my lower face is inflated and i look like a chimpmunk!!! to add to this yesterday i couldnt eat and today i cant eat much...my breathe sinks i cant brush my teeth and my medicine makes me feel funny like 2 hours after i take it!! its the vicodin my mom says!! haha

So yesterday it went a little something like this i woke up and to my pre meds...hopped in the shower decided i should shave my legs that might be a little more comforable afterwords so i did... got out got the ready the rest of the way real fast and went to the oral sergon!! when i got there they asked me like 50 times you didnt eat breakfast did you... i didnt cuz they told me not to so i told them again and again i didnt eat!! then they took me to "the back room" haha (more dramatic that way) and they try to distract you a lot by talking...haha they took my blood pressure and then i remeber they put one of those heart monitor things on my finger i could hear it beeping...haha so then they put all this stuff on my right arm to give me an IV... then the doctor told me to make a fist so i did and he flicked my arm trying to get my veins to pop out more!! then he said now we are going to give you an IV...i could hear the heart monitor speed up haha then he said it would pinch a bit ( i was most scared about the IV but it wasnt that bad) then i heard the heart monitor slow down some as i relaxed!! then he said ok now we are going to give you some medicine that will make you sleepy i was like ok... like as soon as i said ok the room just got like yeah...haha he said you feel the medicine i said yeah and then i was out!! haha i woke up and they took me to the next room where they laid me down and brought my mom!! she was in there and i asked her for my sweater ( i felt really funny and steph told me that when her and keri woke up they cried a lot for no reason didnt hurt just cried) i woke up and started laughing hysterically... the nurse and my mom just laughed at me...it was cool cuz i remember thinking of God as i was laughing and i knew it came from him!!!

So i got up and walked to the car the nurses and my mom were all like take it easy but i just wanted to go..haha i begged my mom for us to go rent a movie i felt like going somewhere or something!!but she wouldnt let me i remember thinking about how rediculas i sounded and telling my mom that andrew would so have loved to have been there at that moment! i even remember picturing him sitting behind me!! haha dont know why i just did so then i decided to call him i left him a voice mail it was pretty funny...then i called again dont know why he answered but didnt cay anything so i finally hung up and called again...left him a 5 minute voice mail calling him a jerk for ignoring me, haha then laughed and i guess i told him he was amazing or something then i told him he had beautiful eyes!! haha i dont know i still have to listen to it!! the phone told me i was out of time and hung up on me so after like 5 minutes i called him back and told him what happend and bye!! haha or something!! then i texted my friend kristeen she answered then i texted her and asked her what class she was in and asked if i could call her..i was bummed i couldnt haha!! i have no clue what was going on in my mind!! haha but yeah good time.

for now i take a bunch of medicine which reminds me i must bid you ado and go take soem right now!! haha but i love you all and thank you to Ashley Stephie Andrew Will and Kristeen for calling me and talking to me!! haha and of course thank you Julie my mom and dad for doing everything for me!! haha love you all and when i get the rest of the pictures from andrew's birthday i will make a post about it with pictures to go along!! now i will try to make it up my stairs and take some medicine and lay down cuz im getting more dizzy!!

Post Script=not Sarah!

2005-02-25T19:06:00.000-08:00

This Post = Not Sarah. But you are all so clever, you probably already knew that. You are just too smart for me. I most assuredley hope that Chloe does not fart in my vague direction.

~Posting like Poached Eggs,

YouKnowWhy

Aww good times on the weekend!!

2005-02-15T10:47:00.000-08:00

Yeah so this weekend was pretty sweet...most weekends are but you see i know have pictures for this weekend because ashley (and i love her face) rules and has a digital camera!!!! So we decided to have fun and take pictures so we were all having a good time and me and andrew were on the computer nad micheal ashley stephie and chris come up the stairs in a hola hoop (the same one) so me and andrew join in...and we walk down the stairs but andrew got impatiant which was pretty scary...haha so we were walking around and falling on the couch but stephie got out so she could get a picture of us all in the hoop!! Then les and amanda showed up and les tried to join in but tried to go over instead of under...we fell on the ground and that had to be the most uncomfortable situation of them all...haha yeah and stuff!! So later we decide to go for a walk but only chris les andrew stephie and me went...micheal and amanda and ershley stayed (she basically cut off her finger) haha!!! but we stole ashley's camera to take pictures!! there are some missing pictures but maybe ashley will send them to me and i will add them in...so we are walking past pat butler and there is this crazy sign...it was funny so we took advantage!! then chris jumped in a bush!! i think secretly he was eating it!!! anyways les decided to pole dance and then was so ashamed he was going to jump in front of a car...luckly stephie saved his life!! then we look across the street and there was this little girl watching us so we waved...and waved...and waved!!! she got creepy and just stared...and stared...and stared!! then yelled "MOM!!" we ran!! haha but then we ran into a road closed sign...chris was not ment to be in this picture!! then as we walked andrew realized he had a problem....so he fixed it!! then he had another problem....his clothes just wouldnt stay how they were supposed to so he tied his shoe!! then the boys left me and stephie and ran on a path...really they needed to pee so they took us on a goose chase...but while they peed chris modeled like the sexy beast he is!! then les tried to kill himself!! and then they tired to kill chris! and andrew got all emo on me like usual!! so i bit my lip and gave him "the look" its all in the eyes!! then we went back to the fegleys, enjoyed head massages, ashley ate grapes, and then just about everyone left...those that were there the kidds mysefl and stephie and micheal...ate pizza watched spiderman and i spilt andrew's soda (somebody has got to do it its not a pretty job but it must be done!!)

The Eagles are Coming

2005-02-11T20:36:00.000-08:00

...that's about it.

....the good one.

~the kidd & the lil' kidd

The End is coming!!!

2005-02-11T15:46:00.000-08:00

Haha that makes me sound like a crazy person...lets all run around like chickens with our heads cut off!! haha anyways this really is about a vision that God gave me today!!! it was pretty immaculate!! naw it was sweet well let me just tell you about it!!!

Ok so i was thinking about the end times and all the awesome stuff that we will see and that God will have us do...and i was like come on God lets go!! im excited then he showed me some people battling...i was like cool...i thought of war dancing and how incredibly awesome it is and also intercession...like thats what the people were doing but i saw them on the battle field with weapons and armor and all that good stuff!! we were Gods people fighting the enemy...and i was like God what about the end times...i knew it wasnt the end times it was like now there were enemys but yeah...so then i look back more past the enemies that we were fighting and man they were everywhere....like you know when ants all over something and its just black and from far enough away its just something black..well basically they were everywhere...so i was like crap YES!! lets go...and everyone else saw them to all the enemies and all of us were like excited and like ok God lets go bring em on!!! come on come on!! like we just wanted to go...so we started pushing forward liek fighting faster and harder trying to get the big group finish off these ones and get to the rest...and that was like the end you know...like the final battle we had to get to and we just needed to push to get excited and trust God to keep us safe!!!

Then he showed me like the ones who got frightened...and ive been here unfortunatly...but these ones were like crap NO!! i could see the look on their faces they were so scared...and like they were turning around trying to run back to give up...but God put the ones who were pushing in front of them...put us there to catch them to pray to talk with them...and then eventually turn them around!!! and we kept doing this and growing and getting closer!! God told me that no one is to be left behind...we have to keep praying keep pushing and keep encouraging each other!!!

haha so yeah and stuff..then he gave me some verses that are written down upstairs that i am to lazy to retrieve...but one was talking about the youth not getting discouraged that we have the same athourity, and stuff...one about praying and to keep praying or interceding, so yeah!!

and i just wanted to throw in here...thank you to all of you that God put in my way to pray for me to catch me and help me to turn back around!! God is soooo incredible and stuff so yeah thats all i had to say!!

HELLoooooo****

2005-02-06T14:09:00.000-08:00

HI, I just wanted to take this great opportunity, when the password of Sarah May's amazing blog is at my disposal, to say: HELLoooooo****

yeah, this is the infamous Ershlay..... :D bwah haha.... Sarah May is currently detained with some way boring school friends.. but she really wants to be down here with the cool ppl! woo~hoo

Church snd TAG were awesome this weekend!!! ok, more specifically, worship was awesome!!!!! woo~hoo... rigget!!! (haha, if you were suddenly confused by the term "rigget" that I just used, its ok... Its simply a random word I made up and it sounds so cool, so I now use it... :) feel free to borrow it if you so desire... ya, but back to worship. Last weekend God told me that it was time to start snging in front of ppl for Him. mhm... then this weekend He is teaching me how totally amazing it is to worship Him with all my being, like, I am doing more dancing and stuff for Him... sarah may came to me and said "ershlay, its time to wardance..." ok, I'm prepared for more shtuff to happen :D hehe

I hope you all greatly enjoyed this post about me on Sarah May's bloggitumous online journal, blog thing~a~majigger...

GoD bLeSs!!!

~ashmo~

wow

2005-02-05T11:38:00.000-08:00

Kenny has inspired a post for me, but if you all want to hear a fantastic song click on this link. now that song is awesome!!

Haha!!!

2005-02-05T11:30:00.000-08:00

Alright this for Katie!! haha she requested to read my sonnet i had to write for english and since i love her so much i decided to post it for her...at least you guys will all get a good laugh at the stupidity of it!!

Its in these moments that i feel at peace,

When i look up and our eyes start to meet.

I know you provide my greatest release,

And when I'm with you my life becomes sweet.

There's nothing that makes me feel more complete,

Then when you come close, and hold onto me.

Your eyes assre i won't need to compete,

And i know that look is only for me.

This love i feel radiates from your eyes,

Brings me much joy, and often makes me cry.

I know you won't leave, my mind tells me lies.

I'll trust you and you will teach me to fly.

Finally my heart will open and feel,

And in this moment i will know you are real.

Muhaha now just laugh at me...seriously that was dumb...but it followed the pattern, each line is exactly 10 syllebles, and yeah so there you have it!!

Love!!!

2005-02-03T07:35:00.000-08:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

God reminded me this morning as i was listening to this song, that he loves us soooo much!! He knows us soooo well and he does soooo much for us!! This is such a beautiful song...and some many girls today want a guy that will love them, say the things in this song to them...little do they know all they have to do is turn to God and they will feel more loved by him then any guy they ever meet...even their husband!! No offense to you guys...haha but God is soooo cool and he loves us all so much!!!

awesome!!!!

2005-02-01T15:46:00.000-08:00

booger!!!!!!

Ummm...

2005-01-30T21:32:00.000-08:00

Ok well i was going to leave a cool post telling you about some of the cool stuff that happened this weekend... but then i went checked all my email (i had a lot i let it build up by not checking it all weekend)... then i checked blogs and xangas... and now i just dont have it in me!! in the words of andrew "THE END"
P.S. Taking full advantage of what andrew taught me about links!! YES!!!

SARAH IS ME

2005-01-29T15:38:00.000-08:00

hi my name is sarah. the end.

Prayer!!!

2005-01-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

Umm yeah.. i know this is my second post tonight.. but yeah, ok now that im more rested because i slept and stuff, then talked to Will, which was awesome, man i love that boy!! ok so could you guys just be praying for me, more specifically for courage!!! umm Yeah i have to do something that God told me i had to do, but im scared!! Umm yeah so be praying for me because im gunna do it this weekend.. im really nervous about this.. and stuff, yeah i have to talk to a good friend of mine about some things... and like yeah.. its no cool!! nothing they did just it sucks, um yeah be praying for me, and for my friend that they would be open, and God would do his will through all this!! Yeah God rules!!! he is definantly stretching me and i know that he will grow me a whole bunch through all of this.. ya crazys!! umm yeah love you all again times a bajilion!!! umm cool
love something... i should totally come up with some cool sign off thing.. help me think COMMENT!!! tell me what God is up to and saying to you all!!

WHAT THE CRAP!!!

2005-01-27T15:30:00.000-08:00

Yes i will use the same title 2 times!!!... but that is besides the point!!! I can't believe you guys, im all impressed getting lots of comments! i mean even Stephen leaves me a comment!!! WHAT THE CRAP can i say!!! You guys are gunna make me cry!!

Alright now on to a more serious note.. sorry i dont leave funny intreging posts but i really need this!! I'm gunna ask you guys to all pray for me.. i have been really struggling with some stuff lately.. more recently but anyways!! like im all excited for God but like i dont know what to do.. i feel my fire getting smaller.. im getting tired.. and i dont know what to do.. i feel lost and confused!! And for some REALLY STUPID reason.. i have felt really girly lately.. my emotions.. my girly emotions.. and i am struggling, i dont want to be to specific cuz yeah and stuff, but please be praying, and interceding for me, and get this to leave me.. i want freedom!! Im sooooo annoyed with it right now, i dont know what is going on!! Yeah cool.. umm that prob doesnt make a lot of sense, haha im really tired right now i think im gunna go take a nap.. but manly be praying for freedom, and against this depression feeling that is resulting from that other stuff.. so yeah!! Thanks you guys.. feel free to call me, comment, and ask me any questions!! Love you all!!! your the bestestestestestestestestestestestest!!!!!

hello.

2005-01-23T16:02:00.000-08:00

Hello, First off, I'd like to say that this is not Sarah but Chris doing a guest post on her blog once again. Just between the three of us, Sarah does have the emo-iest moments. She isn't always like-a bajillion percent emo, but well, you know.

It just doesn't make sense. Why would a rat kill a person? Oh well. In the words of Stephen and his friend Justin, "The sky is so blue, the grass is so green... the trees are so...bare. " "Yeah, but that makes them look kinda' purply."

That's good times. When the world looks beautiful there will always be one thing that looks not so good. But don't let that get you down. It just looks a little... Purply.

Oh, and don't forget to comment on the previous post, Sarah really wants an interpretation. So comment! In fact, comment on my blog too. yeah. Do that too. Hey Andrew.

~Au Revoir!!

Weird Dream!!!

2005-01-20T10:11:00.000-08:00

Ok you guys i need some help... you see last night i had a dream and a strange dream at that.. and well i was hoping that maybe some of you guys could help me get some revalation!! So if you could post some questions about what im about to tell you.. or some revalation.. or some verses!! That would be awesome you guys rock my socks off!!
(Check it paragraph break for Stephen!!) Ok so i like had a baby or something and i was at some special place for that. I was listening to someone talk or something, and there were these 2 little girls in front of me (they were like really young like elementry school, and they were both mexcian. Don't you love how God always makes people specific races in my dreams! anyways) I believe that the girls were there for the same reason as me, having a baby! Well they turned around and looked at me, and looked at my finger (i recently got a purity ring that says hope on it and it was the same ring in my dream, i also wear it on my ring finger, because currently im married to God and him alone, so guys can back off haha sorry) Well it was exactly the same in my dream and these girls were so shocked to see that i was married, well in the dream i think that i was married to a person! But the girls weren't married, i think that they might have been raped and thats why they were here, but im not sure? They seemed like ashamed that they were here or for whatever had happened, but i was just standing there smileing! Almost like proud or content at least. Well when the girls see the ring they look at each other then at me, they look at my like questioningly. So i showed them my ring like put my hand in their faces, haha. And then slowly they show me their hands, and one girl was shorter and skinnier, and when i saw her hand her ring finger had been removed, and then the other girl who was taller and chubbier had both her ring finger and her pinky removed. When they showed me their fingers i had like a picture in my head of them like getting their fingers biten off, looked painful! Then i had a feeling of like wanting to protect these girls, or help them.
The taller girl with 2 fingers biten off had a retainer, (and i was wearing my retainer in my dream to) but the retainer was like important, like we made a mold of it or soemthing, her retainer was glittery purple (kinda like mine but mine is glittery blue) so we used the mold or something to do something? i dont know about that. Then i was with some guy and we were like in the forest in the snow. We were like standing at the bottom of a small hill of snow and there were only a little bit of trees, but they were like behind us. The guy liek points at some birds that are on top of the hill, and they were like this weird orange color, and they like didnt have feathers, or it didnt appear that way, then i think that the guy said that they were called "turkey birds", but they werent turkeys, and they didnt look anything like turkeys. Then all of a sudden i saw a house, from another dream of mine, dont remember the dream just this one part, it was kinda lieka flashback, and the house was like this cute little forest home, and in the front lawn (that was covered in snow also) were these other birds. These birds right then took off and went towards the other birds, these birds were feathery and white, but their heads and necks were like a red color. These birds were about to land to attack the orange birds when my friend called me and woke me up! But i think the bird thing still had to do with the girls like something with the birds was going to help the girls.
So if you guys could ask God about this and post stuff or call me and let me know, it would be awesome!!

A special birthday wish!!

2005-01-19T16:38:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to tell Julieanne Marie May to have a very happy birthday!! although it is a day late i still hope that she has a good week!! She is now 15 years old!! Hurrah! umm yeah I love you Julieanne!!

Winter Camp!!! (long post but please read some of it is really good)

2005-01-18T11:22:00.000-08:00

So Friday i came home from school, and basically left for Winter Camp!! the drive wasnt to bad, we sat in the cars boys and girls, (the tipical thing). And i sat in the back with this girl Catlyn. We drove straight there with no stopps except for in this one town called Oakhearst, to get dinner (if we didnt get some there we wouldnt get dinner all night). So then we all went back to hte car after dinner, and Jon (one of our leaders) went down to McDonalds with 2 of the boys (they didnt want Taco Bell), so we were waiting for them to come back, but its really cold in Oakhearst, so us girls are like right, so we pile in the car, and the boys come in right after us, so me and Catlyn are in the back Stephie and Julie are in the middle seats, and Micheal comes and sits between me and Catlyn, and then Ricky comes and sits on Micheal (well mostly, Ricky is really tall so he was kinda spread out over all 3 of us), and pat goes into the front seat by hinmself, eventually Ricky goes us there, and i had Micheal read something out of Andrew's Dating for Dummies book! (really funny book). Finally Jon comes back the boys pile out and we take off fro winter camp, i called andrew about then cuz i wanted to tell him something, i think it had to do with the Dating book i dont know i dont remember, at some point not long after all this we get to camp! So we unpack and move our stuff up to our cabins (i wish i had gotten more pictures at camp but i didnt). About the same time that we finished unpaking it was time for Chapel, this one was called Chapel Kick-off! So we go, the band was from Biola (non of them knew Jessica julie and stephie checked) the worship was pretty good but calm :( but yeah that had more to do with campers then anything, (oh yeah this was a Junior high/ Senior high camp which was ok, except some of the other churches younger campers were yeah haha) So the speaker, Fred got up and started talking, he was really good, like the stuff he talked about was real and deep and i loved it!!! oh yeah and the theme was elevate, So here is what he talked about that night... he talked about religon!!! haha he told us the truth about it, how Religon takes us away from that relationship for Jesus, how it gives us rules and lots of things, and that instead we needed to talk to Jesus and have a relationship with him, nad let him tell us the truth let him tell us what to do! After a while he had Emily (she and another guys whose name a forgot, came to camp to like pray and talk with us, they were from the youth group that he had lead in the past, and emily and the guys were also from IHOP, International House Of Prayer, in Kansas City) get up, and she talked for a minute basically she gave us a picture of Jesus and us, imagine a husband and wife, and the husband has to go out of town and while he is gone, someone sneaks into the house and raps and beats his wife, then when the husband comes back with the wife in the hospital, he is told who the man who did this is, now what would that husband do? now if you didnt already catch it we are the wife, all beaten and ugly and hurt, and the man who beat us is Satan, doesnt care about us, and the husband is Jesus, i love that because he is going to save us and make us beautiful!!! So that was chapel the first night, then we went to our cabins and talked about the message, but they had the high schoolers stay back and talked to us, basically be a good role model and stuff. then we went back also. our cabin always has a habit of staying a lot longer then we need to , and we almost missed snack time, haha which was some weird looking pizza, then the counselors had a meeting then once that was done it was time for bed. Next day we woke up early had breakfast (the boys skipped this to play hockey, with this one girl they met last year, who we all ended up being friends with she was way cool) then we hade free time until chapel, then chapel, and i dont really remember that one, haha but it was good, oh yeah we talked about our relationship God and basically how it affects the res of our lifes, haha wont go into to much detail cuz typing it could make stuff sound really wrong!! haha stephie and julie would agree with me! then we had our camp picture i have a copy if you would like to see then they did a paint ball tournament, which we didnt really watch instead we all had a big snowball fight, well our church, then it split up and it was the boys, me, alison, and another boys cabin (they were kinda crazy haha) then Lunch, then more free time where they had a hockey tournament, which our boys and alison won, which was really cool!! then we went and played bunco!! which for some weird reason i won, i never win that game, during free time we also played air hockey, pit, fusball, and all just hung out, well after all that free time!! haha we had dinner, then chapel which was really good, and we got to end with worship my favorite way to end stuff, and iv dont remember what was talked about then either, but god told me to go pray for stephie and it turned out she was crying, haha and it was about me (well her to but yeah) so me and stephie sat and talked for a while and we had our cabin go ahead and have cabin talk time, and me and her got sorta messed up we were laughing sooooo hard, but we eventually made it back to almost our cabin but we stoped and talked and it was one of the best talks i have had nad me and stephie got to release some stuff it was cool!!! then we had a camp game, BATTLE OF THE SEXES!! haha girls barely won, haha it was cool. then the next day we had breakfast and then chapel!! which was really good and worship was the best this day!! well i thought, but yeah and i was sad to leave, after chapel me julie catlyn stephie hung around and talked to Emily and that was way cool, we prayed with her and stuff, the girl rules!!! then we left camp after packing, then we went to our hotel, and the boys stopped to help soem family whose car had broken down and us girls waited for our room to be ready, kinda slept and yeah, then we got our rooms unpacked, then we all went swiming, well not for long, we were in the spa a lot longer, just cuz we were all pretty tired! then we went to dinner!! ate pizza then micheal got a ticky hand and started hitting me with it, when i was trying to sleep on julie (and im holding like all the boys stuff they just kinda piled it on me like i was a table) so then by the time we left we all had sticky hands and were hitting each other, mucho fun, haha we were running around hte pizza place, then the parking lot, then hte grocery store, then the parking lot, then the gas station, and i got hit in the face a lot, i couldnt get pat, who got my face, but i got micheal good, and he was hitting my legs with his broken sticky hand and that hurt, and ricky was calm and so he didnt get hit much, then we went back to the hotel and non of us wanted to sleep but the adults wouldnt let us do anything, so yeah , well me and catlyn stayed up late, and i heard the boys were up even longer!! then the next day we woke up early and went to Badger Pass and Jill Catlyn Pat Micheal Ricky Miles Kevin Jon all went snowboarding, well some of them went sking but im not sure who. then me joel kim julie and stephie went down to yosemite valley!! so pretty, lots of memories from this summer with krissy, then we all went back and headed for home, the trip home was good, except i got sick, but we got to listen to worship music and we got to worship it was cool. then now here i am not at school!! haha but yeah im just gunna end this instead or making it much longer, thank you to all of you who read ALL of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for those of you that would like to chekc out the pictures for camp, go here http://sugarpine.ephotoservices.com/gallery/?cat=2588 then type this password, spccsnow, then click on the jr. high/senior high link and check out all the pics

Coolness!!

2005-01-13T14:13:00.000-08:00

Ok with the help of Julieanne and Ever Stays Red i found a website full of crazy cool christian music! i am hoping to full fill my dream of having a screamo christian group's cd!!! itll be cool so yeah you guys shouold check out www.christianrock.net and for the people who like it a little harder www.christianhardrock.net i found a band that was all emo decked out!! it was totally sweet!! yeah im happy!

PAUL!!!

2005-01-12T19:43:00.000-08:00

ok well tonight!!! i feel like so free right now! let me start at the begining...
Last year in english i had to write an essay (go figure), and i started to write it with no clue what it would be about.. but i just started to write i guess. The story turned into a story about me becoming angry and mean like my other brother Paul used to be.. it then ended with me and Paul making amends everything being "ok". actually i passed my limit on how many words i could use so i just kinda ended it! haha but when i was finish God told me that i would have to give it to Paul one day, to let him know that i forgive him and that im sorry for being angry at him. So the other night i was listening to Relient K's new cd, which is really good, and number 4 came on which talks about running from God and eventually coming back to God (which i actually found something new in today which was really cool maybe ill tell you in a minute). Then Julie actually pointed this out, that this also will relate to how Paul feels to us, he sees how he messed up, then he ran from us, then he got to the point where his heart is sorry and he is coming back, but hes not all the way back yet. Well i thought about this as the song came on and i started to cry, A LOT!! and i dont cry a lot, but i did. Then God goes go read that essay you need to give it to him! I started to get nervous seeing as it was almost time that Paul would be coming by for dinner. But i obeyed and started to read it. Then i realized how lame it was and it was too much story not enough of what i wanted to tell Paul. So i started to rewrite, and rewrite and rewrite! and i didnt give it to Paul that night, which was ok it wasn't for that night, once i was done and had stoped myself from crying any more i went downstairs, and i wanted to have Stephen or Julie read it God told me no that Paul would have to read it first! I was bummed but i could live. So tonight i was studying and i knew that tonight was the night, typed or not (i wanted to type it). So i started to get nervous i was shaking bad, the story tells Paul that im not mad at him that i forgive him! uhh yeah i was nervous. So i hear him walk in i really didnt want to go downstairs i mean yeah well i just didnt want to plus i knew that at some time he would come because he was going to give me some money he owed me (another story behind that, haha) but yeah so im waiting upstairs, like REALLY nervous now! When i hear this fake farting sound, Pauls way of anouncing himself, so i am REALLY REALY nervous now, but ok here goes you know! i stand up to accept the money and i tell him i wrote this thing for him give it to him, then after a while i go "you gunna read it?" he said "ill read it later, unless you want me to read it now?" i knew God wanted him to read it then, so i said " uhh could you read it now cuz uhh yeah :)" haha so he goes ok, sits down and reads it, im about to start crying right then knowing he is reading it, then he finished and goes, "so uhh you trying to make me feel bad," and then laughs and im like CRAP!! thinkin you know and i go " no! i just needed to tell you im sorry and i forgive you," basically the rest of our conversation is me going im not mad at you, and he says " why are you sorry i was a dick!" and i was like i shouldnt have been angry with you, and stuff.. and i start to cry!! haha paul gets up and hugs me, and he hugs me and he hugs me, he kisses me and kisses me, my brother paul HUGGED ME, and KISSED ME!! im crying now! haha great, then i thank him, and wanted to say for changing but i cant get it out, between crying and just being so... yeha haha! and he goes Dont worry im here now, and i wont leave you guys again, i love you!! he hugged me for so long, and both of us didnt know quite what to say, and just like in my original story i knew and know everything is gunna be ok!! and he wont leave us, and i have both my older brothers to comfort and protect me!! i love them so much! oh and i hope that you all would be praying for Paul that his heart would be receptive to all of it! some of it im sure he disagrees with, stuff about God healing him, and yeah just pray against attacks that will come of this and for his heart.
haha uhh maybe ill explain that other thing later it doesnt seem so great or worth telling after that!
ps haha i guess no one can read that story now! God knew better, it was for Paul and Paul only, he has the only copy, haha he better not lose it!! haha jayyy kay

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!!

2005-01-11T17:42:00.000-08:00

ok ok ive been kinda mean to you lately andrew!! i dont know where its coming from!!! im sorry and now i feel like breaking into song!! " i love you i love you i lovvvve you!!" from elf! sorry for any of those who havent seen it yet!! ok im soo happy well kinda finals suck but this relient k cd rocks!! they are gotten a lot better!! and im happy cuz my favorite band came out with a new cd!! haha and i ordered it last night!!! yeah so im getting it soon!! just thought i would let you all know and you guys better start leaving my comments or there will be tears of heartbreak!! i go to other blogs nad people have like 7 comments and the only people who leave me comments are ashley and andrew! and barely anyone else!! PLEASE!! wow you guys should really listen to the relient k cd and make sure you pay attention to words!! my favorites are 2 nad 4 i will listen more and decide what else i like
"e for emo"

ANDREW IS A LOSER!!!

2005-01-09T17:04:00.000-08:00

so today has ben interesting!! les and andrew abused me then kicked me up the stairs!! and now les is gunna get beat!!

OK EMO

2005-01-04T17:21:00.000-08:00

so this will hopefully be the last of the emo war!!! me and andrew called a truce but i still had to make my blog to capture his emoness!! but hes not emo anymore or i cant call him emo!! and he cant call me emo!! but yes enjoy and soak in the emo!!!

2005-01-04T17:16:00.000-08:00

He is the coolest emo kidd ever!!

2005-01-04T17:15:00.000-08:00

HEY!! im so emo

2005-01-04T17:14:00.000-08:00

Sad emo boy!!

2005-01-04T17:13:00.001-08:00

YO!! IM EMO!

2005-01-04T17:13:00.000-08:00

Stinkin emo kidd eatin his life away!!

2005-01-04T17:12:00.000-08:00

CRAZY EMO!!

2005-01-04T17:11:00.001-08:00

AWWWWWWWW!!!!

2005-01-04T17:11:00.000-08:00

this emo kidd cant even take his little bro!

2005-01-04T17:10:00.000-08:00

Another emo!!!

2005-01-04T17:09:00.000-08:00

Speaking of emo kids!

EMO!!!

2005-01-03T17:47:00.001-08:00

I AM 18% EMO!

HA!! im barely emo!! if this link worked go take this quiz and i bet some of you (ANDREW) are more emo!

http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=105

here is the link go!!!!!!

WHAT THE CRAP!!!

2005-01-03T15:58:00.000-08:00

For those of you that saw that last post...THAT WASN'T ME!!!! That was all Andrew and possibly Will also im not sure! But anyways i cant believe them and stuff! I was in Redding this weekend, we had a lot of fun! And listened to David Crowder Say lalalalala a lot! The lime cd got stuck in Katies cd player and her raiio was broken so we were stuck! haha, the whole visit was really cool! i got to meet katie's family, and nancy and hil, but hil is like family!! not to mention me julie chris and katie got to hang out a lot. We went up there thursday, and got there around 8:30 and just unpacked met everybody, watched a movie and fell asleep. Then on friday we got up slowly took showers and went shopping. We went to bed bath and beyond, (i got a really cool barking/singing puppy) then we went to the mall and went to hot topic, and were there for a long time! haha but it was cool it was the first time i went in one of those stores. Oh yeah we went to Starbucks also. Then we went back to the house and went to church which was way awesome! I love worship, and instead of listening to the lesson thing which prob was pretty cool, but we were kinda getting drunk with the holy spirit, which was my first time getting REALLY messed up! God is soooo awesome we had a lot of fun, then we saw Krisann and went over to her house for a while, then we left there and went to katies, then went back to krisann's and then we went to katies again and yelled HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! then we hung out and went to bed. The next day we woke up real late and decided to go to this christian book store, unfortunatly it was closed, but Chris suggested that we go to Target! So we go and we have a scavenger hunt!!! it was sooooo cool! and people looked at us like we were crazy which we thought was funny! then we went to Hollywood Video! and wanted to rent a movie, we looked around for a while picked one went to rent it and wouldnt let us because we didnt have an account, so we decided to just go back with nothing to show for being out for a while! but we went back hung out, played some board game that i forget the name of, and watched Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory! then we all kinda got ready for bed, but me and katie ended up staying up really late talking and playing stephen's tetris clone! which was fun, then we went to bed! Next day katie woke me up early to go take a shower and we all kinda got ready and went to church! which was also a lot of fun this time we actually listened to the sermon which was really good! then we went back to katies had lunch and took off for home!!! which was a much longer drive, one because we really wanted to get home, two we got stuck in traffic!!! then we went to in n out, and met stephen and andrew there, and will was there also, which was a surprise and we all just hung out then went back to my house hung out there for a while then they all went home! and today i had school :(

NEW YEARS!!!!

2004-12-31T16:45:00.000-08:00

Hello all and a happy (almost) new years!!! only a few minutes to go, but i thought i would let you all know! im so excited to see what God is going to do with this new year!! he is sooooo awesome! and stuff yeah! im in redding right now, its pretty cool its my first time and stuff i like it here and am having a lot of fun!! i hope that all of you could be praying for my family we are about to go through a lot of changes!! good ones but yeah!! anyways i love you all and i am going to go do something or something!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! LOVE YOU!!

Guesty post......?

2004-12-22T15:14:00.000-08:00

Phil was distraught. He had finally concluded that he couldn't get involved with whirlwind-big city-high-flying adventures , no matter how he reasoned. He was just about to give up all hope of ever leaving the accursedly boring village, when something entirely unexpected and overall peculiar happened. Hearing something strange and new behind him, Phil turned, with high hopes flaring. His hopes suddenly turned to mortal fear, as his village began to disappear into what appeared to be a gaping hole in reality. Phil decided that maybe adventures and quests were perhaps too dangerous and over dramatic for everyday, but he really had no choice afterall. An adventure had found him afterall.

Guest Post!!! Ha! This is ThatOneGuy, and you might just want to find my blog, if you want any of this to make sense! Yes!

~Au Revoir!

sorry

2004-12-22T15:12:00.000-08:00

hey you guys im sorry that that link didnt work!!!! but yeha if you type it in it will work or something!!! so ok well thats my post!!

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2004-12-14T16:20:00.000-08:00

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Psalm 34:15

2004-12-08T20:04:00.000-08:00

Psalm 34:15 The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their cry.
Dude God totally rocks he is doing soooo much awesome stuff! I love him sooo much i can't even tell you. Today in my biology class I got really bored cuz that class is lame just like all my other classes, but anyways im sitting there bored when God has me start interceding for some people and i starting writing some of it down! It was way cool then he had me start drawing this picture, if i had a scanner i would put it on here but i dont, but basically it is someone worshiping God with their arms opened and stretched to the heavens. Above the person off to the side kinda, it says "Open the floodsgates of heaven, oh God let it pour!" and on hte other side it says "Make me undignified God, before man so that I might glorify you!" then he gave me that verse which i think is way cool! you guys we all just need to press into God more and more! he does soo much as soon as you do! i had been pretty lame for a while then i just started to trust God and he totally is taking care of everything and life is the best!! God is the best and i know that everything is going to be ok even if i have no clue!! God totally rocks and i love him and trust him!!

2004-11-30T21:58:00.000-08:00

Andrew, 14
"Why would you do that?"

wut wut!!!

2004-11-25T17:34:00.000-08:00

Wut wut, g-unit!!! IM soooooooo cool im posting again! this is insane and im starting to scare myself! but yeah HAPPY THANKSGIVING everyone!! and guess wut i helped cook today!! and i was going to wear a skirt which would be pretty crazy but then i decided against it. haha i usually do but anyways. the food smells good im hungry but the bird isnt done yet!!!! but everything else is done and waiting!!! but yeah wow i was so scared for a second that we didnt have any bread but we dooooooo!!! thank you God!!! well im going to go hope you guys all enjoy your thanksgiving dinner!! yum yum turkey!!

ha!

2004-11-25T16:21:00.000-08:00

hahaha! silly sarah! always leaving programs open on the computer! wee! this is fun! ok im bored now :(

WOW

2004-11-24T14:07:00.000-08:00

Haha im starting to get impressed with myself!!! haha but lets see how long i will keep updating for another week maybe 2!! haha just cuz im lame and the my computer hates me and always freezes so i just dont bother!! anyways stephen made a very good point that i put a lot of these!!! i will try to stop that habit haha i just doing like periods they are so boring to me and you cant put a ? unless you ask a question! of course if you guys want i could just start always talking in questions that would be kinda crazy and i would drive myself nuts!!! haha so you guys need to start leaving me comments ill have you guys go "hey sarah i saw how you posted, awesome" (like a surfer or something haha) but then i go to check it and it says........ 0 comments!!! then i feel like a lame loser person!! so forget you guys haha just kidding u know i love you all!!! so stephen is here has been all week its way cool, im sick, it sucks but right now like everyone is sick, tomorrow is thanksgiving i think ill pass, jk i love thanksgiving. all the family getting together but i always get all these eyes watching my plate. "THATS ALL YOU ARE GOING TO EAT!!!" im kinda like uhh yeah you think im gunna eat that gross stuff. thanksgiving foo is gross but i love seing everyone at once except this year one of my brothers isnt going to be here and niether is my other aunt and uncle!!! it sucks but hey CHRISTMAS i love that one!! hehe to bad im broke but im saving, i wish i had money so i could buy you all awesome christmas presents i love seeing peoples reactions esspecially when you know you got them something way cool. that is the best. i love everything i get but i dont know how to react. but i can feel it inside me!! haha well this has been a whole lot of nothing!! peace out yo!!
oh yeah im searching for movie goers if anyone wants to see these movies with me let me know then we will go !!
THE INCREABLES
AMERICAN TREASURE
and if you see this one with be be prepared for me to cry, i love peter pan
FINDING NEVERLAND
alright well later my peeps!!!

GOD ROCKS

2004-11-20T11:11:00.000-08:00

OK last night was wayyyyyyyyy cool!!! thank you God and thank you andrew!!! that conversation we had really opened me up for the first time in a while!! if that makes any sense but yeah God is sooooooo cool!! you see last night i was talking to andrew and we could just feel God coming down!! of course andrew saw it but yeah!! anyways that whole night i could just feel God working and andrew kept seeing an angel!! but after they left i went to go to bed but decided to read the bible well that didnt happen because i was to dizy and overwelmed with God!!! i finally fell asleep feeling way crazy and didn sleep very deep, like i still felt part way awake and woke up a bunch of times but was not tired like i felt like i slept really good. anyways i wet back to sleep and the next time i woke up i was like 10 and it felt like i barely fell asleep but it was way cool because in that time i had my frirst dream in a long time!!!!!!! ok sooo this is what happened...
im at basically an all black church with this one kid from my school named deonte speaking and everyone is worshing and they started playin the song undignified and all the adults were getting into it but all the youth were basically sitting there but i decided to become undignified before man for God, so i start going crazy and i guess it inspired everyone else cuz there they went (but of course if this happened in real life they would prob all be thinking man crazy white girl hahaha) but when i woke up i was still singing the song but i was singing this little light of mine!!!however that happened but yeah it was really cool!!!
My prayer right now is that i would become more of that person!!! a person who will stand up and be a light to the world that people would see Jesus shinging through me!!! that i wouldnt be afraid to stand up in a crowd and just go crazy for God!! because GOD is soooo worth that and sooo much more!! who am i to be afraid!! especially when i know GOD has my back!! he will always catch me when i fall down!! and the world all they need is to see this love God laces in us!!! if only they knew!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA

2004-11-07T00:45:00.000-08:00

hey you guys sorry i got lame again!!! heck yes im lame!! hehe go see NEPOLEAN DYNIMITE!!!!! its like the funniest movie ever! saw it 2 times already!!! and i talk about it all the time!! yeah! hey nepolean let me have some of your totos!! no man get your own!! haha groooosss!! idiot!! ok well then anyways it seems like everytime i start to update im at kennys which i am!! good news everyone the junoir float won this year!! which is my classes 3rd time!! haha yeah go '06 but yeha i got to be a pirate which was way cool!! oh yeah stephen if you read this anymore!!! which i dont think most ppl do!! know i wouldnt cuz i never update!! but anyways i need to talk to you!! i need you to do something!! oh wut the heck you need to write a song!! ok either the notes or the words or both wutever is right!! ok? thanks but yeha ill hopefully post again soon!!! love you all!! bye
SARAH MAY!!!!
"heck yes"
"idiot"
"Wutever i feel like, gosh!!!!!"
hey i chose a moderate green

WUT IS THIS???? and THANK YOUS

2004-08-27T15:08:00.000-07:00

SO WUT IS THIS I HEAR?????? People (by the way not very many people!! im hopeing no one has looked at my blog because everyone still doesnt think that i post!!!! it better be or i might hurt someone) have been complaining, when i see them, that my blog is a bit to bright!!! well do i have something to tell you!!! im bright and colorful person so dont tell me expressing myself through color is bad!!! haha jk but anyways!! i lied in my last blog unintetionally!!!! but yeah my tooth starting hurting like my dentist said would mean root canal!!! stupid milk and they say its good for you!!! wut were they thinking!! so just be praying for me the last thing anyone wants is a root canal!! PLEASE GOD NO ROOTS AND NO CANALS!!! unless of course spiritually!!! haha that would be kinda cool or at least the way that i am thinking!! i dunno???? so yeah i love all you blog checkers!!! and of course i would like to thank some people!!!! REGENALD for letting me take over his computer to type at 12:30 in the morning!! stephie for always giving me the biggest hugs and making me happy!! julie for sharing her biology class with me!! haha except for of course that they take care of juniors classes first!!!! but anyways!! id like to thank krisann for always driving us everywhere!!! and umm being so supportive!!! um cristo-burito for making my nickname for him his e-mail!! haha yeah!!! and for being so crazy cool all the time!!! and kimber for having such B-E-A-utiful hair!!! and kenny says for me to thank myself for taking my time to thank everybody!!!!oh yeah and of course my big bro stephen haha for always being him!! the bro that i always have known loves me!!! thats all i ever needed!! and haley for being super crazy!!!! bobby in case you check this!! for being so cool and making tons of cool noises while playing air guitar!!! PLUS YOUR SUPER COOL SHOES!!! katie for getting a blog!! you better check mine!! dont believe everyone else i do update!!! well now i do!! and last but definantly not least...... ANDREW!! i love you my little snapper, bracelet trading (witch i found out you got from some other GIRL) buddy!! thanks for being uhh a snaper!! wut else??? duh!! ok im really done after all this!!
love ya all,
~Sarah~ (of course my names green haha my fav)
PS you all better post comments cuz so far for me... none but kenny who has had his for 2 days has 5 comments!!!! grr you non posters!!

GUESS WUT!!!

2004-08-24T18:12:00.000-07:00

OMG YOU GUYS!!!! GUESS WUT??? IM ALREADY POSTING AGAIN!!!! YEAH GO SARAH!! IM SO GOOD!! YEAH BUT ANYWAYS MY TOOTH IS FEELING BETTER SO I DONT THINK IM GUNNA NEED A ROOT CANAL!! BUT STILL BE PRAYING CUZ IF YOU DO I THINK MY CHANCES OF GETTING ONE ARE PRETTY SLIM!! HAHA SO COOL WELL ANYWAYS IM GUNNA GET GOING CUZ I HAVE YOUTH GROUP TONIGHT!! I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW!! THANKS AGAIN! LOVE YA ALL
~SARAH~

ROOT CANAL!!!!

2004-08-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU GUYS!!! I KNOW YOU MUST BE THINKING THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END CUZ SARAH IS POSTING WITHOUT JULIEANNE BEGGING HER TO!! YEAH HAHA AND AS A MATTER OF FACT NO ONE TOLD ME TO UPDATE!!!! WELL EXCEPT FOR THAT PERSON WHO I ALWAYS HEAR TALKING TO ME BUT WHENEVER I TURN AROUND THEY ARE GONE! BUT I DONT LIKE COUNT THEM CUZ NO ONE ELSE EVER HEARS THEM AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM!! WELL ANYWAYS BE PRAYING FOR ME (NO NOT BECAUSE I HEAR VOICES) BUT BECAUSE I MIGHT HAVE TO GET A ROOT CANAL!!! SCARY I REALLY DONT WANT TO!! WELL LET ME EXPLAIN.... TODAY I WENT TO THE DENTIST.. BUM...BUM...BUM...AND I HAD TO GET A FILLING!!! WITCH TOTALLY SUCKS AS IT IS!! BUT WHEN THEY WERE FILLING IT I COULD TELL ME DENTIST SEEMED UPTIGHT SO I WAS PRAYING FOR HIM OR FOR SOMETHING I COULD DO TO CHEER HIM UP!! BUT IN THE END IT TURNED OUT THAT WHEN I THEY WENT TO FIX MY TOOTH MY CAVITY (WITCH IS THE FIRST ONE I HAVE GOTTEN IN 3 YEARS) WAS A LOT DEEPER THEN THEY THOUGHT AND SO THEY HAD TO DRILL WAY LOW ON MY TOOTH!! WITCH REALLY HURT!! HAHA BUT AFTERWORDS MY DENTIST TOLD ME THAT MY CAIVTY WAS LOW AND BAD AND THAT IF MY TOOTH STAYED SENSITIVE TO HOT AND COLD AND WAS JUST SENSITVE THAT I WOULD NEED A ROOT CANAL TO KEEP IT FROM DYING!! OH AND JUST A LITTLE BACKGROUND INFO!! I HAVE HAD THIS HAPPEN BEFORE IN THE SAME SPOT BUT WITH MY BABY TOOTH AND THEY HAD TO PULL IT CUZ IT DIED!!! YEAH THATS RIGHT TEETH DIE!!! CRAZY HUH!! WELL I DONT WANT THIS POST TO BE TO LONG!! CUZ IT WILL GET TIRING TO READ FOR SOME PEOPLE!! SO I WILL LET YOU GUYS GET TO PRAYING FOR MY TOOTH HAHA!!! THANKS YOU GUYS I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!! LOVE YOU ALL
~SARAH~

LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-04T13:57:00.000-07:00

Hey you guys wuts going on! that is if anybody even checks my blog anymore! haha julie begged me to update. i dont know why though i never say anything funny or important! actually im kinda boring on this and i never actually go on and update. so yeah im updating i will try to make an effort to do this more often cuz i have been going on the computer a lot lately to check out myspace.com. if you dont have that you should get it! or at least i think so its pretty cool! well i guess thats a pretty good update at least i did it right!
love you all
~sarah~
P.S. this is for anyone who hasnt seen my new hair yet! haha so now you get a pic as well as an update! out of control! my new me:

WHO DID THIS!!!!!!

2004-07-20T21:18:00.000-07:00

God loves you Sarah! You are so beautiful to him and he loves everything about you. He even loves the things you see as flaws. All love that you get from friends and family is love they are getting from Jesus for you. He has done so much for you and all he wants in return is your love. Have an awesome day!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha (just thinking)

2004-06-11T22:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHA you guys are so funny. i have a weird sence of feeling (if that makes any sence) that some people are (grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring) mad at me (grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr) i wonder if (grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr) my hints are telling you who is mad or threatening (grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr) at me. so now im updating my blog to make people happy excet i dont really know what to write so if it is really dumb and pointless like my other post then sorry you have to read it or are reading it if i was funny i guess i would be all funny on it but im not that funny or maybe thats funny or dumb or something maybe being pointless and dumb is funny though i mean who can really say wut is funny or not maybe im funny or being funny and all those things that make you laugh are just dumb you know maybe everything we think is one way is really another and we just are confused. i dunno or maybe im just crazy and totally stupid but of course if this theory or wutever you call it is right i would be perfectly normal nad everyone who thinks that i am crazy is crazy and i would be a genius and smart people like einstein would be stupid. but of course all my theory would mean if you havent already figured this out is what you call things is backwords but how things are is exactly the same if you know wut im thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well love you all,
Sarah
P.S. make sure to post commments

HEY :/

2004-04-21T15:59:00.000-07:00

IM AFRAID. LOL. of julieanne. she is gunna kill me cuz i havent posted in well lets see FOREVER. FOR-E-VER, FOR-E-VER, lol jk. but yeah julie sure has been nagging a lot. im so excited though cuz at lunch today nolan was gunna do something pretty cool but yeah. umm lets see i get to go shopping tommorrow for a prom dress pretty cool stuff but i hate dresses. lol but its alll good its only for one night. it will be fun. so yeah tty all later. ill post soon i hope.

WOWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-04T10:53:00.000-07:00

Man it has been such a long time since i have posted anything. But yeah im sitting here its spring break and im bored. TAG last night was so much fun. Umm yeah i was wondering if you all could do me a favor and pray for my friend cuz she is having a hard time with life and everything that is gong on right now for her. so yeah times changed last night. but i didnt go to church today. yeah no one in my family went. we are bums but my mom is sick. well i got 2 go. cuz im on the phone right now. but i will try to be better about posting.
love ya
sarah

Growing Pains

2004-03-25T18:55:00.000-08:00

HEHE sorry i love putting weird titles. you see growing pains are when you realize that you are unhealthy and you decide to eat healthy and you notice that nothing is healthy and you are really hungry. HAHA i have serious problems. but yeah im weird yesterday i took 2 rolls of pictures of my Chloe. Thats about 50 pics. And she is so spoiled we got her tons of tennisballs, puppy bathroom pads, and rope toy, and puppy soap, and a brush. yeah she is loving us. except for right now cuz julie is giving her a bath.

CRAZY PEOPLE!

2004-03-22T19:27:00.000-08:00

hey! there are crazy people at my house. just kidding. there are some people over here though. Just a few. There are Les and Nolan and me and julie and my parents. OH yeah and some people that krisann forgot to call to tell not to come because it wasnt going to work. Do you know who this is krisann. do you do you? Thats what i thought. You forgot to call your sister and emily. guess how i know CUZ THEY ARE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its ok i think that they forgive you. well im gunna go and hang out with everyone here. YOU BETTER CHECK THIS KENNY AND IF YOU READ THIS LET ME KNOW I WILL BE TESTING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok later everybody
Love yall (i think that will have to be tradition now)
Sarah

NEW PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-03-21T15:59:00.000-08:00

HEY! im so excited. Guess wut happened today i bet you will neve guess. ^ HEHEHE do you get it. we got a puppy! its so wierd i thought my parents would never let us have a puppy. she is so cute. and sweet i love her. we named her Chloe!! I love it im a puppy owner. crazy so yeah i hope you guys are all doing good today i am i will never forget this day. HEHEHE. SO yeah. and my big bro stephen is coming to visit us this next week he is coming on Friday. im so excited. oh yeah kenny im sorry that you thought that i was mad at you i wasnt i was just kinda shocked you know. well yeah ill see you guys all later gunna go watch STEALING HARVARD. so later
love yall. (hehehe)
Sarah

Wutsssssss Up

2004-03-20T22:34:00.000-08:00

Hey yall. whats going on. i always thought yall was a weird word or saying but yeah. just thought that i would say it. yeah or something. so im just sitting here with chris and julieanne and krisann they are playing crash or somehting of the sort. and outside is stephie and kimber and les. oh and les i really am sorry didnt mean it i was just kidding. PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok well im just got healed tonight i was really sick migrane (?) fever feeling sick in the stomach if you know wut i mean. and i really want a mountain dew code red. that is the best. julie is freaking out right now because i took a picture of her eating grass and she didnt know i took it and i showed people so she is embarreassed. hehehe. SHe is funny and a cool sister who is really B-E-A-utiful. (for all of you out there who have seen BRUCE ALMIGHTY) YEAH im so happy i was all afraid that i wouldnt get to have my mountain dew code red cuz its 10:44 and taco bell closes you know but guess wut it doesnt close until 12 on weekends i never knew that. but i think that i am going to stop babaling and go and hopefully get my code red soon and hopefully im not a loser and people will read this. hehe. later
Love yall (hehehe) who read this,
Sarah
P.S. Andrew is a heavy sleeper. see chris i was paying attention.